THE NON-ANGELIC LIFE

I might not be the most beautiful woman you ever met.. I might just be the worst human you ever bumped into.. But I know I am the best No.2 you ever had.. Eventhough marriage no longer in my life agenda.. . You might not be the Trillionaire I dreamt about.. You might just not yet reached the romantic level of a Casanova and Valentine.. But being the crazy lover you are is more than enough to make me stay by your side..well I love the way you chase me like a mad bull.. . Eventhough I am more than 100% perfect in your eyes.. Eventhough you are only 80% perfect in my eyes.. We can just be glad, grateful, contented & happy that our eyes only looking at each other's heart.. . Happy 29th Anniversary, Tan Sri.. May you love me even more after today.. May God bless the way.. Kindly continue being the great loving partner as always, Tan Sri.. . Lotsa ♥️♥️♥️from your No. 2..Cik Puan.. . #SweetnyaTahapKencingManisSampaiPotongKaki 😂😂😂 #PuitisLahSgtKoMurni #PuisiMen...

. 21 March 1992 around 8.30pm, I met him for the first time..BAM! When he approached me wearing his legend brown leather jacket..😳😳😳I was stunned..looked around, no other women there so he was talking to me..😁😁😁I told myself - macho man..I loike..#GatalKoMurni I was 17 going 18 years old..He was 25 going 26 years old.🥰🥰🥰 . 2 years later he went to live & work in Germany..😔😔😔I was sad he left without a word..Understood that he was too handsome for the plain Jane me..#RendahDiriKonon..I told myself I must remember who I am..Back then, I was gooooood innocent girl..only nowadays, don't mess with me!😏😏😏 . 2 years living without him, I had great living experiences..learnt to love someone else until nearly got married #AkuPunLakuKawin aaah..Learnt to love myself #AkuAnggunJelitawanTau..Learnt to live life at the fullest..clubbing all the times like till death do us apart..🤣🤣🤣..well, devil was once an angel too..😏😏😏 . After 2 & half years lik...

With recent read up abt someone advising & reminding another person with "Sharifah" in front of her name abt the noble roots of the Arab clan really interest me.. . I am not sure abt those who have "Siti" or "Sheikha" in front of their name but born with "Sharifah" in front of my name has not been easy for me.. . Each time people know my full name,.. First question - "You are born on Friday, that's why your name is "Sharifah", right?".. 🤔🤔🤔 Hmmm what my name got to do with the day I born..how many "Sharifah" out there born on other days of the week..I always replied,"Not really..bcoz my first chosen name was "Latifah" but it does not suit me as I was not born to be soft-spoken, soft-hearted & lady-like..so they changed to "Sharifah" bcoz the wise man said I am a tough cookie, strong-willed, stubborn, honest & temperamental..plus my paternal descendent originated from...

I don't asked alot..just a chance to have my own place to live in..Seeing others having own place to live (and hide) while I have none made me sad..very sad..very hopeless as human..God does not give me a life partner and children, at my age now is OK..I am happy to be single and unmarried forever..as long as I have a place to call my own..at least make me proud that I do own something in life and let others see that I am NOT a LOSER just bcoz I am UNMARRIED! My hope now that the invitation to book flat is GENUINE..HDB, please don't play me out again..have mercy to someone like me..who have NO GREAT RICHEST ancestor leaving behind great prosperities to me..😂😂😂

My eldest sister asked,"How did you changed him?" . I replied,"I told him off. If he wants to continue to be the typical egoistic male chauvinist Malay-Muslim dictator, he can continues BUT with other women, NOT WITH ME! Lets not waste my time, your time & everyone else's time with stupid games of who dominates who..when the fact is WOMAN is the real boss in all relationships..You don't like what I just said, you can leave now. I can always find someone else who LISTEN to me..He felt like I have challenged him so, he accepted the challenge. He said that he cannot be the best overnight but in a long run, he will be the best for me..I told him to prove it to me..I don't ask for a diamond ring or a bungalow from men, just some simple things - My man MUST know where he stands in my community, be grateful always & LISTEN TO ME! Never ever think women know NOTHING when most of the times, MEN were the BRAINLESS one..So, he changed slowly..25 years later, h...

My eldest sister asked,"How did you changed him?" . I replied,"I told him off. If he wants to continue to be the typical egoistic male chauvinist Malay-Muslim dictator, he can continues BUT with other women, NOT WITH ME! Lets not waste my time, your time & everyone else's time with stupid games of who dominates who..when the fact is WOMAN is the real boss in all relationships..You don't like what I just said, you can leave now. I can always find someone else who LISTEN to me..He felt like I have challenged him so, he accepted the challenge. He said that he cannot be the best overnight but in a long run, he will be the best for me..I told him to prove it to me..I don't ask for a diamond ring or a bungalow from men, just some simple things - My man MUST know where he stands in my community, be grateful always & LISTEN TO ME! Never ever think women know NOTHING when most of the times, MEN were the BRAINLESS one..So, he changed slowly..25 years later, h...

. Since young I tried my best NOT to be a BURDEN to my parents and family members..I never allow my teachers to 'summons' them for my misconduct at school..skipping classes & wearing eyeliner to school..I went to detention on my own accord..I faced my own punishment for wrongdoings without the involvement of my parents & family. . Thru'out schooldays, I respected my teachers..I did not step on their wrong foot ever..I never raised my voice to any of my teachers..I still remember few incidents..when I decided to quit Architecture, a male teacher cried in front of me like he lost his only child..I did feel bad for him and told him that I will be ok doing something else and he shouldn't need to worry..His comment,"You are a bright student with great leadership..You will be successful someday.."..then when I bumped into my A-Level teacher & he got to know that my wedding was cancelled after I quit school just to prepare for it, he was sad but I told hi...

. While many men think being a woman is easy & wanting to be a woman himself, it is not an easy life to begin with as some parts of the world still have women being discriminated, abused, bullied & violated by the men..Many being insulted and humiliated in daily basis due to their imperfections. . However being born as women, they are equipped with great strength from God to see life thru'..like one said,"The hands that rock the cradle able to rock this world.."..#DontPlayPlay . Some women appeared helpless after being dominated by men..but many women nowadays are strong enough to stop such evil act & fight for their freedom. We, women are not princesses who need to be saved but Queens who handle all mess by herself..😳😳😳 . To all women..mothers, daughters, granddaughters etc..Have a great International Women's Day..May God continues blessing every steps you are taking on earth..May love, great strength, success, freedom & kindness be yours al...

. Received reply letter from HDB..Miserably sad with the percentage of flat supply available for people like me..Very sad as I desperately need a flat to live in..as I still not looking forward to wear ORANGE jumpsuit.. . 🙏🙏🙏..If you already have flat of 3-room and above, please give way to people like me who is single, first-timer and need a 2-room flat to live independently..Kindly please don't join in the queue for this 2-room flat application..making my chance to have my own flat very slim or almost NONE! 😔😔😔 . My eligibility status is FOREVER under Single Scheme..It can & will only be changed with my DEATH.. . I have no intention to have a man called HUSBAND whom I need to tolerate his bloody ego until death/divorce do us apart..🙄🙄🙄 . I ONLY welcome men whom I can called SUGARDADDIES who have lotsa money..😍😍😍 . #NoMoneyNoTalk #LifeOfASpinster #SingaporeanSingleScheme #ApplicationOfHDBflat