29 YEARS OF RENDEAVOUS

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21 March 1992 around 8.30pm, I met him for the first time..BAM! When he approached me wearing his legend brown leather jacket..😳😳😳I was stunned..looked around, no other women there so he was talking to me..😁😁😁I told myself - macho man..I loike..#GatalKoMurni I was 17 going 18 years old..He was 25 going 26 years old.🥰🥰🥰
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2 years later he went to live & work in Germany..😔😔😔I was sad he left without a word..Understood that he was too handsome for the plain Jane me..#RendahDiriKonon..I told myself I must remember who I am..Back then, I was gooooood innocent girl..only nowadays, don't mess with me!😏😏😏
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2 years living without him, I had great living experiences..learnt to love someone else until nearly got married #AkuPunLakuKawin aaah..Learnt to love myself #AkuAnggunJelitawanTau..Learnt to live life at the fullest..clubbing all the times like till death do us apart..🤣🤣🤣..well, devil was once an angel too..😏😏😏
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After 2 & half years like that, he came home..I was sleeping like dead log after working night shift the previous day..when my mom banged hard on my bedroom's door..When I opened the door with my look 'it better be something great..if not, you are dead meat for waking me up', my mom said,"Don't look at your mom like an enemy. Someone looking for you..How many men must search for you? You better make up your mind..Don't play with people's feelings"..🙄🙄🙄..She always grumbling & nagging..#AllMothersAlike ..annoying batch..😂😂😂
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He in the other hand thought my mom called my skinny lil sister..He was saying in his heart (he told me),"Why on earth this aunty called that lil disaster?! I wanna meet the eldest sister, not this talkative mak-nenek..Adoooiii..I am so dead meat!"..without realising it was me..the skinny me..When he heard my voice saying,"Hey! I thought you were dead..When you return from death?"..he smiled widely before responding,"Auch! That hurts..You are so mean, Murni.."..Then he laughed..🙄🙄🙄#SabarAjelahDuhaiHati #IngatDahMampos rupanya masih bernafas ini anak!
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His behaviour still the typical Malay-Muslim man - WOMEN KNOW NOTHING..MEN RULES!..So I told him off that if he continues to be in this kinda behaviour, he can continues with other women..NOT with me! I really bashed him that night..told him what I went thru' bcoz he left without a word..then how everyone laughed & said he never loves me ever..just playing around & I was a fool..How I had to handle others' criticism bcoz he was not highly educated..but what he did was too much..so, I shall not compromise anymore..Take it or leave me alone..I can always find typical men like him if I want to..but I do not need male chauvinist pig in my life..Of coz he was shocked bcoz the old Murni never uttered words more than "Yes" "Ok" "I follow you"..🤣🤣🤣..in his mind surely wondering who is this bitch..😏😏😏
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Then it all started..My bullying moments with him..until my mom commented that I was too much..but he always said,"I deserved it bcoz I used to treat Murni badly"..My mom even suggested he leaves before he got hurt deeper..but he told my mom,"If only I did not fall in love with her, I can do it easily..but now, every moment surely think of her, aunty..she turned my life upside-down..must hear her voice every day.."..🤮🤮🤮#IyalahTu ..My mom shook her head & said,"You pushed you own luck..Then you better persevere handling my daughter, Puteri Alitaptap..Heartless Princess.."..🙄🙄🙄
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Then thru'out the journey, many women claimed to have affair with him..one of them even called me at 2.30am laughing aloud & said,"You are stupid. He is with me right now..He is caressing me..You are stupid, Murni"..😳😳😳..I quickly wake him up & told him what that caller said..His response,"OMG! 2.30am? I am so tired, Murni..I need my sleep, can?..Just hung up the phone..Aaarrrrggghhh.."..then continued his sleep..🤦🤦🤦Why man has simple mind?! #MembutaAjeTerrer..The caller quickly hung up upon hearing his voice..Few called my hp to say they are preparing for their wedding with him..🤔🤔🤔Do those women know how he looks like? He does not smile..#MukaKetat24Jam His tastebud is home-cooked Asian cuisine, not western fast-food..Very typical Asian..He smokes alot #StillAlive thank God for that good liver..😁😁😁
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Besides all sort of women approached me..many men also approached him..badmouthed me this & that..including 69..#VaviTuPonAkuKenaTuduh but he remained cool & just responded,"I accept her as who she is..no matter what she did behind me..If she is by my side, she is mine..You need to remember that..Be man enough not to snatch her from me!".. 😳😳😳 #TuAjeSettleSemua 🤦🤦🤦
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Ups & downs..Many tears shed..I always give up but he still not giving up..I learnt that for relationship to last this far, I need to fight for it, sacrifices alot, work hard to improve & not give up easily..21 March 2021 - Hmmmm..29 years had passed..if I have a child with him, our child would have given us grandchildren by now..🤣🤣🤣#BeranganTakyahBayar ingat tu!
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To me, he still a bit typical Malay-Muslim man who does not give a damn to celebrate anniversary, birthday whatsoever..His tastebud still the same - Asian cuisine eventhough how many times I taught him to eat other international cuisine..He still search for rice even after we had burgers or pizza..🙄🙄🙄..What change in him..the way he listens to me..treat me the way I want to be treated..his understanding towards my craziness of working..not easy for him to accept his invitation for dinner being rejected by me bcoz I was still at the office at 9pm..but he tried not to be furious about it..his comment,"You love your working life more..at least I know where you are..it is ok with me.."..That's him as my partner in crime..
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I ever told him,"if I want someone richer than you, I can do so on the spot..I might be fat & not great beauty but I know the way to a man's heart..but so far, no man can survives my dark side..what a loss! 🤣🤣🤣 So looks like I am STUCK with you as for now!"..of coz he laughed aloud happily..🙄🙄🙄#SabarAjelahDuhaiHati
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My mom still suggested to him to run away from me, the psycho girlfriend but he laughed & said,"I have loved her & shall just continue loving her, aunty..eventhough her screams can give me heart attacks"..🙄🙄🙄🤣🤣🤣
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29 years checked ☑️..Lets pray & count more years to go before we are separated by death, Tan Sri..🙏🙏🙏..
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The ♥️♥️♥️journey of Cik Puan & Tan Sri...👏👏#TepukTanganChildren 😂😂😂

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