✅ CDC VOUCHER 2026 - CLAIMED

Dorang CLAIMED tak britau aku pon..😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨Hidup sendiri-sendiri aje dorang tu..camtu kawan kah..camtu sahabat kah?..Sedangkan dorang dah tau aku amat memerlukan CDC Voucher nie untuk keperluan rumah aku sendiri..pasal aku baru nak start bekerja esok. 2 bulan aku no gaji..memang perit..Solat tahajjud 8 raka'at hampir setiap pagi..diselang-selikan dgn zikir beratus..dan solat dhuha 12 raka'at mohon agar rezeki aku dicukupkan oleh ALLAH..peritnya hanya ALLAH sahaja yang tahu..

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Bukan suruh call aku directly, type WA aje pon.."CDC Voucher dah boleh claim"..cam susah dorang nak buat ehk..😤😤😤..slowly nampak, kan tembelang dorang..?

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Tadi lepas solat pon terfikir "Takkan satu hal, semua kebaikan dorang aku buat tak pandang sey?!"..

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Aku hanya beritahu ALLAH - "Kenapalah asyik ketemu manusia yg mengecewakan aku..walaupon benda kecik je?! Haaaaiiiizzzz..Kuatkanlah jantung aku, ya ALLAH sekiranya perjalanan hidup aku masih jauh..Jika tak, aku dah ready untuk pulang kepada-Mu, ya ALLAH..Aku bukan konfiden yang bekalan akhirat aku tu dah banyak melimpah-ruah tapi, semakin hari aku semakin kecewa dengan penghuni dunia..Aku PENAT, ya ALLAH..tambah dengan kenyataan yang aku semakin tak tahu kenapa aku masih bernafas..masih bangun setiap pagi..masih nampak hidup selain bekalan akhirat aku perlu cukupi..masih belum cukup untuk ke syurga ALLAH..Sebenarnya, untuk apa aku diizinkan terus hidup, ya ALLAH?!"..#BuntuhMemikirkan
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Esok aku dah mula bekerja..untuk kontrak 1 tahun sahaja..takleh renew..takde convert to permanent pon..walaupon camner bagus aku boleh jadi..Gaji pon ciput $1,980 sahaja..memang kena ikat perut..stapled nafsu shopping aku..Kerna kena bayar hutang kat umi dan abang kedua aku..

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Membayangkan aku harus bangun pagi untuk keluar bekerja aje dah memenatkan aku..belum lagi terjadi tau..entahlah ya ALLAH..aku bekerja pon sekadar nak bayar rumah aku nie..bayar hutang aje..Sepatutnya aku lari aje that time (2021) rather than beli rumah ini..mengingati hutang rumah nie perlu dilangsaikan dalam jangka masa 10 tahun dan hutang pada manusia secepat mungkin, serabut kepala otak aku tau..What I get myself into..really deep shit hole..🤦🏽🤦🏽🤦🏽 

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Apa-apa, aku dah claimed CDC Voucher..nasib baik tergerak hati nak tanya "Uncle Google"..kalo tak, entah sampai bila ehk aku baru tahu CDC Voucher dah boleh claim..Haaaaiiiizzz..betul kata ustaz,"Harap pada manusia, awak akan kecewa..Jadi, terus berharap pada ALLAH..ALLAH takkan kecewakan awak!"..

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