SUNDAY SERMON BY ME

"I don't cry easily..not until I have had enough..Like that day..until Harlem said - "at last you open your big mouth to tell the whole truth!"..Yeah! The truth why I am not married but have many exes..bcoz those exes cannot accept my family..they even questioned why I am the only one paying the water-electricity bill..buying the household's groceries etc..why can't the expenses be divided equally amongst me and the other 5 children?..Why I am the only one needs to be there for your mom at medical checkup? What the others are doing? etc etc..You think what..
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I just don't share with you..Why the child doesn't share with the parents bcoz the parents are too busy judging the child! That's why you think you know me bcoz you gave birth to me..but the reality, you don't. I am NOT like my sisters..Being indirect "laid off" from the high post, my lil sister ran back to you and cried..Did not get to take up Diploma on sponsorship by the workplace, my eldest sister cried over the phone & you rushed to the childcare to comfort her..If I do the same, what's your reaction? You will scold me "Why are you crying? You deserved that termination! Your hands always never get what you want..no one will give you anything bcoz you are black and ugly.."..Am I right? Indeed I have had ENOUGH of you and this family..
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That's why I share my issues in life with my friends and Harlem but what my eldest sister said? "When comes to friends, she quickly help..When comes to family, she pretend not seeing anything!"..What I replied to her? "MY FRIENDS WERE THERE WHEN MY FAMILY BUSY LAUGHING AT MY MISFORTUNES! Btw my siblings all damn rich, what's there to help?"..
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You all just love bullying me just bcoz I was born imperfect like you all..What kind of satisfaction do you all get from bullying me? I just do not understand!..That's why I have to tell the whole truth that my exes not interested to tolerate my family's nonsense including yours..I kept for years but you all keep on punching me..now kicked me out of the room..You gave me the room, I didn't demanded it..now your beloved favourite child kicked me out of it..Do you think it is fair or as always I deserved this humiliation?
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I even asked Harlem - "how long will you tolerate my nonsense & my family's nonsense?.."..Harlem said,"Your nonsense I have to tolerate forever bcoz I have accepted you..Your family's nonsense? Once you get your flat and move out, please Murni - stay away from them. I hate to see you cry in miseries..I hate unable to do anything when your family bully you..Please lead your own life alone once you are out of your parents' house..I believe your friends will feel the same as me..I need my happy-go-lucky Murni back! You deserve to be happy too.."..See what Harlem said..He does not want to see me cry for you all..
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Now, make my life easy..don't say anything when I clean your room..Be nice to me while I am still in this house..Once I leave, I will not look back..You all think you all succeed to be the perfect family to me but you are wrong! You all are just imperfect humans to me!.."..
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Sunday sermon by me..with one attendee...🤣🤣🤣

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