MEREPET BILA DIUJI

ALLAH takkan uji kita dengan sesuatu yg di luar kemampuan kita!
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Namun aku selalu mengeluh resah bila diuji..kerna aku memang TAK SUKA hidup disusahkan..TAK SUKA rasa susah..Ujian ALLAH pula bertubi-tubi..lepas satu, satu lagi terjadi..samada kesilapan sendiri..ataupon..ada yg bertuah menjadi asbab..
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Aku pernah rasa teruji..tapi aku tersenyum..serasanya org kat bus stop sebelum Masjid En-Naeem
tu ingat aku tiga suku..senyum meleret sorg2..Masa tu hujan lebat..so, seluar panjang aku basah kuyup..bila jalan terdengar bunyi kelepek2..gitew aku kasi label bunyi..So sambil tunggu bas 854, aku terasa berat kerja aku hari itu..so aku kata,"Ya ALLAH..sila dengar aku nak merepet paling perasan nie..Ujian ini kena hujan..tgk seluar aku basah kuyup dah..Berapa besar istana aku di syurga-Mu, ya ALLAH..jika aku redha, pasrah, tawakal, sabar pada ujian-Mu ini? Lets me imagine..mesti besarnya takde mana2 istana di dalam dunia dapat tanding, kan? Terimakasih, ya ALLAH..Aku terima ujian-Mu ini..Alhamdulillah..Aamiin!"..Weeeey..aku rasa lega selega leganya..Aku rasa ALLAH ketawa dengar merepet aku..Tersenyum lebar aku macam kat depan aku berdiri Tom Cruise ataupon Anuar Zain..ya ALLAH..bahagianya rasa hati..
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Mungkin aku merepet..tapi, jika difikirkan, apa lah sangat ujian aku pada hari itu..hanya hujan lebat..make sure surat saman tak basah..setakat seluar bell-bottom tu basah dari lutut ke bawah..apa lah sangat, kan? Lagipon bekerja pon ibadah..merepet aje aku nie..
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So bila ada yg tanya camner aku masih belum masuk mentol hospital setelah lalui macam2..aku kata yg aku KUAT MEREPET kat ALLAH..so annoying surely ALLAH dgr aku merepet..tu yg kelegaan dtg dgn segera..tak jadi giler betul2 bukan cobaam..ALLAH cam signalled kat malaikat "Shut her mouth up quickly! Annoying! Irritating!"..🤭🤭🤭..
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Ujian manusia berbeza so, jgn kata ujian aku kecik cinonet tau..tak semua manusia mampu hadap apa yg aku dah hadap..💩all the way💩no resting from💩..sorg2 pulak..ALLAH je tempat aku mengadu yg takde kecaman sebagai return reaction! ✌🏽


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