DOA TERUS DOA

Terbaca satu komen - "Siapa kat sini solat tapi dah berhenti berdoa?"
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Aku boleh relates dgn komen nie..Memang penat bila kenangkan berdoa bersungguh-sungguh tapi tak nampak doa dimakhbulkan oleh ALLAH..Kekadang terfikir - Buat e berdoa cam nak rak..kalo hasilnya tetap sama, kan?
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Sama juga bila org yg dzolimi kita hidup makin kaya-raya, aman-damai dan tak terasa sakit sikit pun..sedangkan kita yg didzolimi nak "bangkit" semula bina hidup yg sudah hancur begitu sukar sekali..Bukan hidup aje yg hancur tapi, rasa nie pon hancur..
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Di manakah keADILan ALLAH yg asyik penghuni syurga "promote" sakan?
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Mungkin kekata itu hanya nak sedapkan hati kita yg gundah-gulana..mungkin ya..mungkin tak kot! 
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So kenapa aku masih berdoa..? Aku berdoa kerana itu sahaja kemampuan aku..berdoa..berangan ALLAH akan makhbulkan..mungkin bukan nari..bukan esok..bukan lusa..tapi, suatu hari nanti..Aku kuat berangan..Adakalanya ia menjadi kenyataan..Adakalanya mencabar kesabaran aku jugak! Mungkin juga aku berdoa because I have nothing better to do besides pray for what I want and need in life! No harm, right?!

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