NO MORE "I DO"..I NEED FREEDOM

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Kau takleh cakap habis..manatau kau jumpa jodoh nanti..
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Aku:
Jika itu terjadi, itu bermakna ALLAH tak memakhbulkan doa serta permohonan aku depan Kaabah..Jika ia berlaku, di mana bukti untuk firman ALLAH - "Mintalah pada AKU, jangan pada yang lain..pastinya AKU akan memakhbulkannya"..Jadi, harap ALLAH means what HE said..I trust in ALLAH so, jangan buat aku pertikaikan firman ALLAH..
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Lagipon aku takmo pandang rendah pada mana-mana lelaki..kerna sekarang aku dah ada rumah sendiri..kalo lelaki main masuk rumah cam cuci kaki, tak terusik kah ego dia sebagai lelaki? Bukan kah lelaki patut sediakan tempat tinggal untuk perempuan di dalam agama Islam? So, jangan buat aku sampai pandang lelaki takde nilai lansung untuk aku hormati!
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Cukup selama ini lelaki especially lelaki Muslim dah porak-perandakan hidup aku..kacau hubungan aku dengan ALLAH senantiasa. Jadi, tak perlu kot tambah nama lelaki Muslim di dalam list EXES aku yang sedia-ada..dah macam list manusia yang patut aku tembak tau..🤣🤣🤣
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Akhirkata, aku okey kenal dengan mana-mana lelaki tak kira apa bangsa, apa agama..asalkan no dometic violence dan jangan sebut kekata "Jom kita kahwin"..kerna aku tak suka terikat dengan mana-mana lelaki..nak ada relationship, okey..but NO marriage..Aku tak suka bab kuasa veto..kena report strength..etc etc..aku NAK bebas hidup cara aku..sia-sia wey aku solat hajat supaya adik aku yang CONTROLLING tu kahwin dulu, so that aku ada FREEDOM jika aku terikat dengan mana-mana manusia..Maaf! Terlambat kalo nak sibuk kahwin-cerai-kahwin..Aku dah tua kot! Lagipon bukan SEKS untuk ada anak..ini aku yang dah nak menopause nak layan suami atas ranjang..nak hasilkan apa - telur ayam..telur itik? Sudahlah..jangan buang masa aku! Aku dah redha tak kahwin..Aku hidup lebih tenang sendirian..Aku lebih bebas  bergerak tanpa perlu minta izin bagai..Doakan aje aku bahagia hidup sendirian daripada aku mati didera oleh seorang lelaki bergelar suami..Au revoire!
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Aku okey je berkenalan..tapi aku tak suka dikongkong..ditanya itu-ini..dan pernikahan..Nak dengan aku, stay as my friend..jangan fefeeling nak control hidup aku..sedar diri sikit! I love having friends, but not interested in holy matrimonial..Be sober please!

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