MANA KIFARAH BUAT PEMBULI?

Pembuli pertama aku was within my parents' household..Sekarang berjawatan tinggi..Kaya-raya..Rumah besar..Kereta ada..Ada suami..Ada anak ramai..Ada menantu hebat..😏😏😏
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Manakala Prefect yg kutuk body-shaming aku di sekolah menengah dulu, sekarang dia ada rumah landed 2 tingkat kat JB..ada suami..ada anak..takyah bekerja aka Tai-Tai..hidup dia sekeluarga mewah dan bahagia je kelihatannya..#TakdePonDiKIFARAHkan #DiManaKeadilanALLAH ..tu je soalan aku..sedangkan aku yg dibuli senantiasa GAGAL di dalam urusan pembangunan hidup sendirian..SENDIRIAN lalui hidup di atas muka bumi milik ALLAH..Aku diWAJIBkan terus bersangka baik dengan slogan kekata "everything is FINE..everything will be okey!" #KenapaTulisanRiwayatHidup begitu diHINA oleh ALLAH..ya ALLAH, di manakah SIMPATI-Mu itu..
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Bukan aku tak berusaha untuk "pulang" aje..5 kali usaha semua GAGAL..ALLAH pun TAK SUDI terima aku kembali..😭😭😭..Lansung tak simpati pada keperitan hidup aku selama ini..PENAT GILER tau! Hidup diteruskan BUKAN aku pilih tapi, ALLAH yang pilih..Aku bukan the greatest soldier tapi tetap aje hidup aku sejauh nie adalah the greatest war..So, aku hanya boleh mengeluh..terus mengeluh..setiap kali menatap keTIDAKadilan ALLAH kepada aku..
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Itu pasal terus-terang selalu aku senantiasa mengaku - aku tak mampu senantiasa berbaik sangka dengan ALLAH setelah ini semua yang terjadi di dalam hidup aku selama ini..sejak kecil lagi..dari tak tahu bercakap sehingga aku bersuara lantang kini..
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Itu pasal aku paling takleh terima kewujudan pembuli..termasuk kat pembuli di tempat kerja..jadi REASON FOR LEAVING yang sebenar-benarnya adalah aku tak suka berkomunikasi dengan PEMBULI di tempat kerja..as ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS, aku takut TERbunuh si pembuli di tempat kerja..Wish aku boleh said it out tapi tu aaaah..tak said it out loud pon, aku  dipandang sinis oleh interviewers as a professional JOB-HOPPER..Takpelah wey asalkan aku tak stay satu tempat kerja bertahun lamanya atau sampai pencen dan viral aku dikenali sebagai PENJILAT BOS dan PENTABUR PASIR DALAM PERIUK NASI ORANG LAIN di sepanjang masih pegang jawatan! Pentabur PASIR dalam periuk nasi orang tu sah-sah penghasilan dorang halal kah? Orang jenis camnie beri keluarga makan benda halal kah? #TertanyaJiwaMindaAku
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Aku tak diberi rezeki pekerjaan, aku jangan sedih..aku kena senantiasa ingat yang ALLAH tu ada..TAK TIDO! ALLAH ajelah bayarkan semua kos kehidupan aku..ALLAH kan yang Pemberi rezeki..Sila bayarkan semua bills aku untuk 2 alamat pleeeeeease, ya ALLAH ya RABBI  ya Jabbar, ALLAHU AKHBAR...ALHAMDULILLAH in advance..Aamiin ya Rabbal 'Alaamiin..#ALLAHkanAda #ALLAHsilakanBayarSemua #ALLAHUAkhbar
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"Mintalah padaKu, BUKAN pada yang lain..Mintalah padaKu nescaya akan Aku memakhbulkan semuanya"..Silakan bayar semua bill aku untuk 2 alamat, ya ALLAH..ALLAHU AKHBAR..ALLAHU AKHBAR..
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"Wealthiest is not when you can buy everything this world can offer but when you have GOD (ALLAH) and your faith is fixed with Him! Aaamiin ya rabbal 'alaamiin.."
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The greatest victory is when you have Him (ALLAH) and put all faith in Him (ALLAH)..NOT only when you are driving Buggati or Lamborghini or Ferrari..owning a mansion or castle and appearing smiling proudly on the cover of  Forbes magazine..#ReminderToMyselfAndAllHumans #NonHumansCanBelieveInAnythingTheyWish #FaithInALLAHmadeWHOiAmInLife

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