ANAK KEDUA - HEBAT KAH?

Aku anak perempuan kedua..Tak hebat lansung..Asyik tak kekal bekerja..Selalu gagal dlm usaha apa saja..Semua cita-cita tak kesampaian..SIAL betul hidup aku di atas muka bumi..belum lagi di akhirat, camner pulak! 🤦🏽🤦🏽🤦🏽
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Adik-beradik anggap aku asnaf kerna aku terpaling miskin dlm famili..Diam je aku! Tu yg malas attend family gathering! Tu pasal aku tak affected bila tak dijemput ke majlis-majlis keluarga! Selamat wey dari sesi cemuh, cacian dan hinaan..
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Aku syukur ALLAH dah  makhbulkan salah satu MAJOR TERBESAR doa aku depan Kaabah dan kat Multazam - "Tolong berhenti hantar calon jodoh. Sudah cukup lah DERITA aku hadap hanya kerna aku nak ada hidup ada suami, ada anak, berkeluarga, bermertua, beripar-duai dan so-called LAKU KAHWIN cam orang lain"..
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Hah! Rezeki JODOH yg ALLAH ambil bersesuaian dgn doa aku depan Kaabah dan kat Multazam..ALHAMDULILLAH!
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Sekarang setiap kali ada lelaki senyum, aku hanya tenung "Asal? Kau lupa makan obat tadi pagi?!" dan setiap kali ada yg ajak lunch ke dinner, aku ghosting! Bila dorg tanya, aku jawab,"Baru kenal je I dah mentioned..Spend time about work ✅ OK..Spend time leisurely with men ❌ NO! Skrg which part you tak faham?"..Ingat ehk..even director-partner-lawyer aku tak layan selain bab kerja so, jangan kata aku layan jantan kaya aje ehk! Aku tak mintak kat kota Paris tau - Aku minta depan Kaabah..No more calon suami! PENAT asyik ditindas, dikecewakan dan buang masa aku sampai aku tak masuk uni! Semua lelaki interference..MENYESAL sebodoh dulu! Sekarang kurang bodoh cikit je! 🤣🤣🤣
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Aku juga takde anak samada sah taraf ataupon tak..Aku takde mak mertua utk gelar aku MANDUL tapi, dulu aku ada kawan yg gelar aku TAK SEMPURNA jadi wanita..Senyum je! Ikutkan hati nak je rejam batu kat dia sampai dia meninggal! Tu pasal bila ada orang Melayu Muslim mencemuh, menyindir dan menghina mereka yg ada anak tak sah taraf fka ANAK HARAM, aku akan tegur - tak elok buat camtu..At least dia ada anak..ALLAH masih beri dia  rezeki anak..A.N.A.K..Dia masih ada LELAKI yg sudi beri dia anak..Kalo kau nak hina orang sangat, kau hina aku..Aku takde anak..Takde lelaki pon yg sudi kasi aku anak..Semulia-mulia gelaran seorang perempuan di atas muka bumi adalah menjadi seorang ibu/emak/mama/mommy/umi/amma/mother..Aku takde gelaran semulia camtu..Aku hanya ada gelaran yg takde satu perempuan di atas muka bumi nak iaitu ANDARTU! So, tunggu apalagi..tunggu Santa Claus? Hina aku je..not those unwed mothers! 😁😁😁 Ini kenyataan hidup aku..sebagai anak perempuan kedua..Hebat sangat kah aku? Maybe Yes! Maybe 🖕🏽..🤣🤣🤣

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