19 MAY 2025 - LIGHTS

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"I don't cry easily..not until I have had enough..Like that day..until Harlem said - "at last you open your big mouth to tell the whole truth!"..Yeah! The truth why I am not married but have many exes..bcoz those exes cannot accept my family..they even questioned why I am the only one paying the water-electricity bill..buying the household's groceries etc..why can't the expenses be divided equally amongst me and the other 5 children?..Why I am the only one needs to be there for your mom at medical checkup? What the others are doing? etc etc..You think what.. . I just don't share with you..Why the child doesn't share with the parents bcoz the parents are too busy judging the child! That's why you think you know me bcoz you gave birth to me..but the reality, you don't. I am NOT like my sisters..Being indirect "laid off" from the high post, my lil sister ran back to you and cried..Did not get to take up Diploma on sponsorship by the w...
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BYE, APRIL 2026..HI, MAY 2026

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penghujung bulan APRIL 2026... 3-in-1 ujian..dugaan..cobaan.. . Ujian No.1 - Kemas bilik kecil di rumah umi... . 1a. Nak rent out before September 2026 1b. Dektu nak quit kerja in Oktober 2026..🤔🤔🤔..so tak mampu bayar 2 Assistant..Sedunia manusia pikiran camner nak kekal ada pekerjaan pada masa ekonomi dunia tak tentu arah aka hirewire, dektu nak berhenti kerja. Tapi dektu pernah kata sebelum Covid "Kalau semua aku tanggung..aku bayar..hanya kerana gaji aku paling besar, aku berhenti aje bekerja..biar aku takde monthly income..jadi, aku takyah tanggung apa-apa!"..so, this is what meant by that statement? Nampak ada pertalian, persamaan atau kebetulan.. . 1ai. SP aku bayar..Obat umi, abg engine aku bayar..Barang dapur, aku tong tong dgn abg bos..Dektu hanya bayar maid, pampers dan underpad katil dengan gaji hampir $10K sebulan, perit kah? 🤷🏽..Aku nie kalo gaji sejuta $1,000,000, aku tak minta sesiapa pon tanggung parents aku tu..🙄🙄🙄 . . Ujian No. 2 Tetiber ...
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BENCI KAH ALLAH PADA AKU?

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Kat ruang peribadi aku yg gelap, aku termenung..terfikir..bukan kali ini sahaja..tapi, dah banyak kali selama hidup aku yg dah lebih dari setengah abad.. SCENARIO Tak berapa pandai..Alhamdulillah dapat segulung ijazah dari universiti yg bertauliah..hanya universiti tempatan..mula bekerja..memang tak reti goyang kaki..maklum jenis manusia yang lasak aktiviti luar rumah..putus cinta beberapa kali tapi masih steady..bernafas tanpa halangan..Alhamdulillah..Kenal seseorang..Bahagia dengan kurniaan ALLAH..Perlahan buat persiapan nak bernikah..Kedua keluarga setuju..Bernikahlah dengan jayanya..walaupon orang biashe biashe..Pergi dan balik honeymoon..Alhamdulillah semua "smooth sailing" kata omputih..Then,...jeng jeng jeng..Medical checkup pasal asyik gigi berdarah..maksudnya gusi ada isu..Ya ALLAH! Doktor kata ada rare cancer..Bingung! Nak buat camner nie! Panik! Ya ALLAH! Takleh bekerja?! Operasi limpa dengan segera?! Percentage living after operation - 70% and longevity - 5 year...
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