THE NON-ANGELIC LIFE

17 Mei 2025 Aku cuba turn on the water valve dua (2) kali tapi, gagal air untuk keluar..Aduhaaaai..Asal susah sangat nak turn on the water valve.. Aku minta tolong abang kedua aku, dia kata aku cuba buat sendiri berpandukan surat itu.🙄🙄🙄.. . Aku berpaling pada TS..ada ke dia suruh aku suruh delivery man yang akan hantar mesin basuh aku..😳😳😳..Susah sangat ker nak tolong turn on the water valve? Memang tak guna berharap pada manusia especially lelaki..Frust wey! 19 Mei 2025 3 pagi aku dah ke YouTube untuk cari dan tgk cara-cara nak turn on the water valve..DAPAT! Selain pasang lampu, mesin basuh pon akan dihantar..Aku terus gi turn on the water valve..Aku minta tolong dari ALLAH..minta dipermudahkan segala urusan..SUKSES! ALHAMDULILLAH! Akhirnya keluar je air tu dari paip... . Soalan aku: Jika semua aku buat sendiri, lelaki tu untuk apa ada di dalam hidup aku? UNTUK APA?! Apa fungsinya lelaki selain SEKS..? Really disappointed dengan TS..Aku WA kejayaan aku ...

Kat ruang peribadi aku yg gelap, aku termenung..terfikir..bukan kali ini sahaja..tapi, dah banyak kali selama hidup aku yg dah lebih dari setengah abad.. SCENARIO Tak berapa pandai..Alhamdulillah dapat segulung ijazah dari universiti yg bertauliah..hanya universiti tempatan..mula bekerja..memang tak reti goyang kaki..maklum jenis manusia yang lasak aktiviti luar rumah..putus cinta beberapa kali tapi masih steady..bernafas tanpa halangan..Alhamdulillah..Kenal seseorang..Bahagia dengan kurniaan ALLAH..Perlahan buat persiapan nak bernikah..Kedua keluarga setuju..Bernikahlah dengan jayanya..walaupon orang biashe biashe..Pergi dan balik honeymoon..Alhamdulillah semua "smooth sailing" kata omputih..Then,...jeng jeng jeng..Medical checkup pasal asyik gigi berdarah..maksudnya gusi ada isu..Ya ALLAH! Doktor kata ada rare cancer..Bingung! Nak buat camner nie! Panik! Ya ALLAH! Takleh bekerja?! Operasi limpa dengan segera?! Percentage living after operation - 70% and longevity - 5 year...

So the last day came at last..AD asked me whether I am sad of leaving SID..I replied I don't feel a bit..To a jobhopper like me, nothing new! Furthermore I refused to think so much about leaving a workplace..leaving colleagues that SUCKS!..leaving a TOXIC environment. Since day 1 I was reminded to be very careful..watch my back always..Indeed it was for me to find out myself and let others know..that's why I don't fancy anyone in SID bcoz I just wanna earn the payslip to get my housing loan..I have been thinking about quitting since 1st month..bcoz that's when I was introduced to KPI which I was unaware of..but I stayed for the payslip to show HDB..for housing loan. Then came from a drama to another..I am not interested in drama but I was caught in it..Fed-up..luckily I have got my housing loan..that how I started planning to RESIGN! My plan at first draft was 1st April 2025..then second draft was 30th April 2025..Then it ...

1st May 2025 The preloved twin sofa..luckily it is in BLACK..well, my house's interior is BLACK.. Temporarily in my bedroom..I still need to decide where to put this.. Still yet to decide where all these belong! I need a bookshelves..Another issue that spinning my head!

I was planning to tender my resignation on 30th April 2025 or 31st May 2025..as I need the salary for my moving house process..Making the decision needed deep thought which I have started since mid January 2025..I just found it not right for the staff who is meant to be handling the enquiry counter to be taking advantage of temporary staff like me..The "selfish" staff is enjoying working from home while temporary staff have to take over her shit!..I found her as purposely works away from the office so that she does not need to handle the enquiry counter. Then today it happened! Not expected. The Officer-in- Charge screamed aloud at me and another temporary staff (who has tendered her resignation on 1st April 2025) stating "The Government pays you NOT to do nothing!"..I was like - What the hell you are screaming at me? I still controlled my temper and  responded softly,"I did the enquiry counter, didn't I? Just bcoz the worklist for those feedbac...