SARCASTIC FAMILIA

Nowadays I am busy just focusing on the new house..While communicating with the house domestic helpers, my mom kept asking "Where are you moving out to? Jungle?"..then she laughed sarcastically..Seriously if it is a stranger saying that to me, I would have punch her bloody face..but bcoz she's my mother..Astaghfirullah..My mom always look down on me..since my childhood..Sometimes I did asked her why she did not just abort me rather than give birth to me just to torture my mental like this..She always said that she NEVER thought I would be unsuccessful and poor like this..Haaaaaiiiiizzz..
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One of the reasons I bought this house is also bcoz of my mom's abusive comments towards me..that hurt my feelings..abuse my mental.."You will NEVER be rich and successful like your lil sister! You are just a jinx!" really motivated me to move away..Now, I am waiting for the right time to move away from her..Each time the helper said that I am moving out soon..My mom will always ridiculed "Where she can go and live with no money?!"..The helper just comforted me with words,"Don't be sad..One day, she will realised she has lost you..Just wait and see..surely search for you!"..I told the helper when that comes, just tell her that I have left for USA..no need to come and search for me..

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