CHRISTMAS 2020

Grilled Chicken For Christmas 2020

I had marinated the chicken since last evening after I came back from work..it was half day working day..
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Today early morning I was rushing to go to the market to buy sweet potatoes, onions, potatoes and other groceries.
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On my way down via lift, I bumped into an upstairs neighbour. Just smiled behind the mask. Once reached the ground floor, I saw the feeder bus was at the bus-stop. Luckily many people boarding the bus.
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Then I heard my neighbour's voice calling "Girl! Girl!"..I ignored as I assumed she was calling other person. She caught up with me, breathless. Pity her!
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My neighbour shared that she saw my father at the bank few days ago..looking puzzled, confused and clueless..asking people around showing his bank account..My neighbour asked why I did not handle his banking matters..I was shocked as I was not aware of him going to the bank..I did advised him NOT to go anywhere especially the bank. But my father is stubborn..not listening to what I say..which really frustrated me!
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I told the neighbour that my father is out of his mind..and I cannot do anything to change that fact..I apologised to my neighbour that I needed to rush to the market before something new my parents will do..So I rushed and boarded the bus.
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Upon returning from the market, I told my mother what had happened. She sighed. I have told my lil sister the last time my father admitted in the hospital - DO NOT discharge him out..if discharge, sent him to the old folks' home..as I do not know how to handle this kind of old folks..who is simply stubborn and not listening..but he was discharged and brought home..adding more issues at home..This really added more stress in my depressing life!
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Still, I told myself that my father's wrongdoing WILL NOT make my Christmas a sad one..So, I started cutting and cooking for Christmas..How I wish I have my own flat so that I can celebrate Christmas and eat my meal in silence..just enjoy Christmas song!
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Anyway, may this Christmas continues to bring more joys and happiness to me, to you and to all humans worldwide..🙏🙏🙏..Stay safe, strong and calm always..🙏🙏🙏

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