THE NON-ANGELIC LIFE

. There is NO perfect relationship..bcoz all humans are IMPERFECT! . No family should intrude & wreak the whole commitment..Family should only pray the best for both humans in relationship. . Two humans just need to fight hard for what they believe is LOVE.. . Rumours..Gossips..are just there to test both humans' strengths.. . Whatever hidden in the closet should stay forever in there.. . The bad past of a human or both humans will not contribute to the wellness of a relationship.. . The success of a relationship depends on both humans wanting and needing it to works, NOT others want it to work.. . *Based on my 28 years (On-Off-On Again) relationship. Not an expert talking..Not a relationship coach..Just a human learning from mistakes..Just a poor lover who loves..🤣🤣🤣*

My step-granny passed away this morning..at last! She was aging but due to that 'craft', she stayed alive unhappily. . Is today a full moon? . I checked on Google and found it is nearly full moon..so, it is the right time she left this world. . At full moon, the 'craft' will be passed to a new owner..that's what I was told to believe by some old folks..some shamans did confirmed it..However, not to worry, I do not learn any of those "crafts"...except BITCH-Craft..BITCH-Craft is used only on men..bcoz majority DO NOT DESERVED to be treated kindly and politely..🤣🤣🤣 . It is indeed a relief to hear her passing. Now she can be reunited with my late grandad, late aunties and uncles.. . May God forgives all her sins..🙏🙏🙏 I cannot say 'may she rest in peace' as I doubt there will be peace above all she had done wrong thru'out her life..Just hope God has the mercy on her in the next life!🙏🙏🙏 . Au Revoir Grand Mére .

Grilled Chicken For Christmas 2020 I had marinated the chicken since last evening after I came back from work..it was half day working day.. . Today early morning I was rushing to go to the market to buy sweet potatoes, onions, potatoes and other groceries. . On my way down via lift, I bumped into an upstairs neighbour. Just smiled behind the mask. Once reached the ground floor, I saw the feeder bus was at the bus-stop. Luckily many people boarding the bus. . Then I heard my neighbour's voice calling "Girl! Girl!"..I ignored as I assumed she was calling other person. She caught up with me, breathless. Pity her! . My neighbour shared that she saw my father at the bank few days ago..looking puzzled, confused and clueless..asking people around showing his bank account..My neighbour asked why I did not handle his banking matters..I was shocked as I was not aware of him going to the bank..I did advised him NOT to go anywhere especially the bank. But my father is st...

. What I learnt when my world collapsed..so nowadays whenever some people doubt me having a life..a friend..a partner, I just smile and reply,"I am thankful for having whoever are still in my life..I don't care about quantity..I am more on quality..My circle of friends might be small but they are the ones who were there during my downs so, I shall not ditch them now that I am UP and walking again..".. . Yes! I might not have plenty of chat groups in WA but I do chat individually those I know as much as possible..#IamABusyPerson NOT busybody, ok! . At the end of each day, I am just glad to have these people who stay with me.. . At the end of the night, I am just happiest to know my man still loves me..even after on-off for 28 years now😳😳😳😱😱😱😁😁😁🙄🙄🙄..If I have children, yeah! my children would have grown up and maybe married with kids..but neeeeaaaay! I love children as long as the children are not mine..I cannot handle another me..another Wawa...

. Every single day, she will do this..If asked what is she doing there, she would replied,"Looking at those people alighting and boarding the buses..Where does my strength gone to as I find it difficult to do so nowadays...Also what again, waiting for my grandson, Ben..Who knows your siblings come to visit me too"..So saaad..😔😔😔.. . I advised her,"Why don't you live in more relax way..hmmm..if your Ben comes, you welcome him..if he does not come, you sit back and relax at home..same goes with my siblings..Don't stress yourself bcoz it is not worthy. Just remember that those who have their own house have their own life to lead..need to focus in family life..They are not carefree like me..".. . She replied,"If you have your own house, you will be like them too..I am all alone then..".. . My reply,"Yes! Once I have my own house, I need to focus in leading my life..I will visit you during Christmas..if that's alright with ...

. On Wednesday 9th December 2020, I was amongst the temp staff who were transferred from 24th floor Legal Department to 25th floor Legal Department. Instructed by the Management. I did tried to appeal last Monday, 7th December 2020 but was rejected as the decision was FINALISED early last week! So, all of us just moved as per instructed! . On 9th, on my way down after work, in the elevator, a permanent staff asked me 'WHY DO YOU ALL MOVED UP HERE?' . Negatively, it sounded as if we are unwelcomed at the 25th floor. I just sighed in my heart before I replied that it was the Management's instruction..I can't answer her question more depth as I don't know more reason to the relocation process..I always love the spaciou-ness at 24th floor but what can I do if instructed to move..I am only a temp staff. . Positively, maybe that staff was concerned about our well-being in this new workstation. Many staff around..many paperwork filling up the desk..compared to ...

Out of the blues, my mom fall sick today..In the morning after breakfast, she vomitted all the foods..🤮🤮🤮 . Then evening, she has diarrhoea..non-stop skip to the loo..💩💩💩..1 pack of 10 diapers now left 1 piece.. . Told her - you need thick sugarless tea..She grumbled..She only drank 10 teaspoons before she commented YUCKS! Requested for sugar to be added🤦🤦🤦..told her that it is not jolly good time tea..tea as remedy has no sugar..(I did added sugar once upon a time..I continued entering the toilet..but when I made sugarless tea, the toilet visits stopped! Learnt my lesson..Diarrhoea means NO SUGAR INTAKE!)..Then she refused anymore tea..Ends up I drank the balance..🙄🙄🙄 . I wanted to go to 24hrs NTUC but it is too late..haiiiizzz..so, wait tomorrow to buy diapers..if she does not recover by tomorrow, I better send her to clinic or hospital..We shall see what happens tomorrow.. . I suspected either she over-eating or she has new allergy to carbonated d...

. To as planned, went for brunch with my mom and eldest sister..after looooong due..all bcoz all of us are damn busy in life..After my mom non-stop asking when going to eat outside again.. . Had a great time! Indeed a Saturday well-spend..

  . Yesterday my mom was criticising what I wore to workplace..Jeans, t-shirt and boots..my usual rainy day attire..What's wrong with that? . To me, it is a norm to have her criticising me day-in day-out..as she has been criticising me since I was a kid..When I was a kid, she would decides what I can wear and what I cannot wear based on her own typical Asian Muslim's body/size measurements..but after I reached 21, she has been struggling to do the same bcoz I started to tell her off..off my back..step back.. . Yesterday I told her,"No matter what you say..no matter what you comment..no matter what your critics and body-shaming will be..I shall NOT listen to you..bcoz to you - I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH TO YOU FOREVER AND FOR REAL, not like my lil sister whom you are damn proud of..so, your words and statements will only enter my left ear and exit my right ear..vice-versa..I heard you but I am not listening to you anymore..I will not apologising to you bec...