NOT APPRECIATED

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ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!
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With open heart and clear mind, I wrote and send the email earlier to the nursing assisted service company..to cancel the service (requested on 21 September 2020) for the months of November and December 2020.
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Their management personnel had called me immediately to reconfirm my request to cancel the service..I responded,"YES. I am sorry. Kindly proceed with the cancellation.."..
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Next I will try to terminate the rehab sessions..which she always complaining too exhausted after every session. Take it now. I am granting her wish..Soon she can join him being lost in their own worlds..
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After all matters are settled, I wish to RETIRED from being a caregiver..Indeed it is an extremely exhausting job..mentally exhausted and physically drained..It becomes more exhausted when everything done are NOT being appreciated...so, "Sayonara!"..
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Time for me to return to the moments like I used to live..Live life at the fullest! Don't bother about others. Nothing matters the most except my own happiness..It is peaceful being an ignorant rather than being a caregiver!
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Now I need to focus on ways to remain employed forever..as I need to think about my future..especially when there's a potential of me being  kicked out of the house..upon knowing my renunciation of the religion..🙏🙏🙏..I pray hard for betterment in my life..as no one can help me..not even my parents can help me to change my life..🙏🙏🙏
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May everything go smoothly as planned..May God blesses my path as always..Ameeeen..
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