NOW..HOW?

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While Eid visiting, my lil sister was furious knowing that our father is NOT drinking plain water but instead sweet dark coffee on daily basis. Informing that the doctor had advised that due to our father's medical case in 2015 where he was hospitalised due to him could not urinate and pass motion..caused by too many sweets in his blood streams..FACT: He ate 15 bxs (500g/bx) of Arabian dates within 1 mth..his sweet tooth's habit!
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Frankly speaking, I was unaware of such thing as my mother did not even mentioned anything that sort. Haiiiiiizzzz..It was always my mother who made the sweet dark coffee. Now I have to put a STOP on this drinking sweet dark coffee's habit!
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Firstly after my lil sister gone home, I washed the coffee canister and put back in the cabinet. NO MORE SWEET DARK COFFEE for the old folks at home..Relieved!
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Told my mother what my lil sister said abt my father. My mother sarcasticly commented,"So, I no need to do anything in this house..easy life?!"..I could only sighed in my heart and my heart said,"When will this old folks understand hw depressing and stressful handling them both?"..Whatever I said, my mother just know hw to ridicule me as if Im purposely not letting them enjoy life like old times..
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Then today, Sunday..I woke up to this..Really disappointing in fact! My mother NEVER LISTEN! I started grumbling..I did not meant to nag but what she's doing are causing conflict between me and my lil sister! WTF..🖕🖕🖕She w/o any guilty feeling said that the sweet dark coffee is for her NOT my father..WHO IS SHE KIDDING?! I really giving up on them both. Now, suits themselves!
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Only now I understand why some people put their aging parents in an OLD FOLKS' HOME or hospice..it is due to all these situations..Old folks NOT listening..act stubborn..indeed handsful to handle if your patience and perseverance level ain't high..Just like what Im facing w/ both my parents..DAMN STRESSFUL AND DEPRESSING TO THE CORE!
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