SLIGHTLY ANNOYED?

Saturday, 11 July 2020 at 6pm, I heard some noise outside my bedroom so, I came out and asked my mom what had happened..that's when she told me that she wanted to eat satay..I was like "WHAT?! At this hour? Are you sure?"..I texted my brother and my beau to ask whether any of them is available to buy some satay for my mom. At the same time I found it a bit fishy..Just last month I asked my beau to buy satay for her..This was absolutely not right somewhere..As no one was available, I just had a rush shower and zoomed out of the house immediately. I tried to recall where to buy satay..Thanks God I found it nearby. Quickly I ordered. Waited around 20 minutes before my order was ready and I rushed home.

Once I reached home, I quickly served the foods. I told my mom to finish all the satay as she was the one demanding it in the first place. I felt ANNOYED!

Sunday, 12 July 2020..I told my mom that she DOES NOT need to cover my daddy ridiculous request. "No matter how you cover it, me and my siblings will always found out. No matter how kind you are to your husband, he DOES NOT love you bcoz you are NOT young..Stop trying so hard as it DOES NOT WORKS! Next time, DO NOT COVER for him like what you did yesterday as truly it PISSED me off..it will piss my siblings off too..when you asked for something at the very last minute. Kindly be considerate towards your children who are busy working and me who had to rush here and there suffered backpain all night due to all the rushing. Don't Islam taught its follower to be kind and considerate? Just think about what I just said to you while I am gone to the market", I told my mom off before I stepped out of the house to go to the market.

Upon returning from the market, my mom DID NOT dare to say anything about yesterday..CONFIRMED! It was my daddy who requested for satay..Bloody hell! He keeps his money in the bank, not a cent given to my mom..the satay too was bought using my mom's saving..Huh! Seriously, I had given up on my daddy. I deserved peace of mine instead of thinking about all my daddy's insanity.

It was indeed NOT so pleasant kinda weekends for me! But I SURVIVED the ordeal! Not easy handling old folks who are exploring DEMENTIA or ALZHEIMER..almost all their actions able to irritates and annoys you to the core..like what's happening to me all these while..Sometime I feel like dropping all, running away and just build a brand new life..how I wish I can do that easily!

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