NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO HER



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The cause of the dispute today..when my own mother BELITTLED and LOOKED DOWN on me..just bcoz I am unmarried. Instead of giving moral support and understandings, my mother chose to CONDEMN me..Thank you for the moment.🖕🖕🖕🖕
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Amongst all humans, why must it be her..the person who brought me into this world?😡😡😡
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I (with other four (4) siblings) will NEVER be GOOD ENOUGH to my mother..Not being judgmental or jealous of my lil sister (too old to be a jealous sibling) but that's the bitter fact I have lived on all these years! Nothing is ever right in my mother's eyes! So be it!😤😤😤
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Well, like it says..
"Most of the times, the closest enemy in your life is not at all a perfect stranger for you to start with!"😏😏😏
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