THE NON-ANGELIC LIFE

. Islamic fasting month started on 24 April 2020 making it the first day of Ramadhan month of fasting to all Muslims. On 7th day of Ramadhan month of fasting, I decided to proceed with my decision to convert out of Islam. That's all I want and need at the moment, after putting it on hold for too long now. . WHY DO I WANT WAY OUT OF ISLAM? . Firstly since young, I was asking why I have to go to people's home just to learn how to recite the Holy Qur'an. My parents are Muslims but my mother was a bit lenient though as I was not forced to do my prayer from young age like one of my neighbour's grand-daughters who started doing prayer at age of three. . As I grow up, I learnt more and more about Islam. Frankly speaking, some parts of Islamic rules and regulations or COMMANDMENTS I cannot bring myself to agree upon as at an angle, those commandments are leaning towards women being the weakest subject and meant to be dominated by men due to it. Sorry to say this but as...

With this ring, I wed...??? I asked my mom why she rejected two marriage proposals for me in the past. Each time someone asking me, my mom seemed hesitate to accept that someone who is willing to marry me. WHY? WHY? WHYYYYYY? Now I am a SPINSTER! My mom told me that when I was born, the wise man in her Indonesian community around us told my mom,"Your daughter will grow up to be a woman who is EGOISTIC, BOSSY, DOMINEERING, TOUGH COOKIE, DEFIANT, REVENGEFUL and STUBBORN! Her quietness will make others bully her often..might it be amongst her siblings, relatives, friends and perfect strangers. When that happened, she will be REVENGEFUL, FIERCE and HATEFUL towards those bullies. In her love relationship, she will have SEVEN marriages which each of them will not last due to her DEFIANT attitude. Pray hard that the 7th husband can handle her long enough. She will NEVER gives in to anyone including her parents. Her charm is her loving heart, generosity and happy-go-lucky charact...