YEAR 2008's ACHIEVEMENTS - ALHAMDULILLAH
1. FOUND A JOB
- After 180 resumes submitted online, I finally found a job as a Library Assistant in a TOP 5, reputable law firm in Singapore..Indeed the position is far apart from what I was doing in the past but I do not mind trying something new as long as I have a job in hand..at least a point where I can start building up my life again!
Thanks the LORD for His Blessing!
2. PAYING MORE ATTENTION ON MY PARTNER & RELATIONSHIP
- I had STOPPED going on blind dates after my BB expressed his inner feelings towards me on 26 March 2008..Indeed it was hard at first but I managed to get it thru'..I am no longer seeing any NEW men in Singapore..No more blind dates for me..Can be lonely sometimes but I am happy to be in loneliness rather than having my heart been fooled by JERKS or ASSHOLES or HOLY BASTARDS out there who are only looking for a JOLLY GOOD TIME not serious whatsoever..so, I am indeed in CONTROL of my own life in Singapore and I chose NOT TO MEET ANYBODY NEW!
3. THE USA TRIP IS KEEP IN VIEW @ KIV
- Due to the course I intend to take up in year 2009, the USA Trip is keep in view @ KIV for a time being..My BB oreadi agreed to it, all for my better future ahead! Thank you, my BB!
4. READING AT LEAST A BOOK FORTNIGHTLY
- Nowadays I am reading more about self-improvement kinda books to keep my life going in a positive way..
5. ATTITUDES AND CHARACTERS
- I had STOPPED being a WHINER..
Some people commented that I whined and complained too much while there are people out there who are leading far more difficult life than me..OK..FINE! I had stopped whining or complaining about my life to anybody..all I wrote down in my online blog..if not happy or not interested, don't read my blog..it's a choice anyway as I never force anybody to read all my blog entries..
Remember, this is my blog so I have the rights to write down whatsoever in my mind..everythings that linger around in my life that I wish to express in words..so, mind your own business if you aint happy with the way I am being EXPRESSIVE thru' my blog..
"TAKE A BOW..AND LEAVE ME ALONE IF I AM NOT WHO YOU ARE SEEKING AFTER.."
- I am focusing on my work more than complaining..
I no longer complaining or being plain choosy about anything concerning my job assignments at work. I am indeed trying my best to give the best in all that I was assigned to..I regards all as something new to learn in life..
To some people, I am juz being pathetically wanna be in my superior's GOOD book (which I am NOT..I never have such kinda thought or intention as I know I will gone in no time so, what's the point doing so..) when I am still not complaining about anything concerning my work..However to me personally, I am simply doing my job and what's the point of complaining when by complaining I can lose my job..my source of income..so, better KEEP my BIG mouth SHUT and simply focus on what I want to gain out of this current job..
If there's someone backing me up financially (like what my ex-Harlem used to do for me in my past life), I do not even wanna imagine myself waking up early in the morning and rush out for work..but as now I do not have such kinda thingy anymore (since my ex-Harlem was asked to leave by me in May 2007), everythings - every expenses I have to bear myself INDEPENDENTLY..so, a job is very IMPORTANT to me and MONEY is the only thing I am seeking out for these days..
I no longer care so much about FRIENDSHIPS coz I knew all my closest girlfriends able to manage their own private and personal life on their own INDEPENDENTLY..I no longer give a damn about OFFICE POLITICS (no matter how deep it's hurting me) as long as it's not influencing my job; to me, MONEY is what I want out of my work, not BEST FRIEND FOREVER at work..I think I have enough BEST FRIENDS FOREVER in life that can make my life fully occupied..I do not mind additions to my existing list but that's not my main aim at work..I just wanna the MONEY to continue living..Isn't that what GOD wants me to be - ALIVE still in this world!!
6. TO STAY SWEET, BEAUTIFUL & SEXY AS HOW I OREADI ARE
- No matter how some people are DISCRIMINATING me all bcoz of my FULL-FIGURED, my IMPERFECTIONS..I think I am still SWEET to them...unless they PROVOKED me for some stupid reasons or another..
- I am beautiful bcoz GOD given be such an IMPERFECT soul which I learnt to accept and live with..plus a PURE, SINCERE HEART with lotsa LOVE and HUMANITY towards mankind..So, I am more humans than some people out there which claimed to be having such a FLAWLESS, BEAUTIFUL face but sorry to say this - attached with such a BLACK, ROTTEN HEART..NOT BEAUTIFUL AT ALL to me personally!
I am MORE BEAUTIFUL nowadays bcoz someone is loving me and my FLAWS..I knew about it bcoz he said it so..He makes me MORE BEAUTIFUL than ever! Thanks to him! Cheeerz!
- Indeed I am keeping up with anything SEXY..who cares if some people are HATING me for that..Hey! Without sex appeal, no one gonna NOTICE my existence ever..so, I am indeed EXPRESSING myself thru' what I wear almost all the times outdoor..Being SEXY is juz me being myself..Jealous of me??? That's your problem, NOT mine!
Wanna make men turn their head and look at you always, my advice will always be - SMILE and SMILE..always..all the times - juz like me! A CONTENTED, HAPPY, CHEERFUL LADY who SMILES A LOT able to attract any men ALIVE..That's what I always been caught doing...ooooooooooooppppsssss! I do it AGAIN!
Juz be who I am ... not imitating anybody around..I don't intend to win any men's heart just being a HYPOCRITICALLY SAINT or RELIGIOUS person..I am who I am..Take me or leave me alone..
"GOOD GIRLS ARE JUST BAD GIRLS WHO NEVER GET CAUGHT..GOOD GIRLS GO TO HEAVEN BUT BAD GIRLS GO EVERYWHERE.."
ALHAMDULILLAH...
Bit by bit I am leading my life anew..
On my own..
With my own rules..
Doing the best I can think of for my future betterment..
The process continues until I reach the point where I wanna be..
in life..in the future ahead..
Insya ALLAH..Amiiiiiiiiin...
- After 180 resumes submitted online, I finally found a job as a Library Assistant in a TOP 5, reputable law firm in Singapore..Indeed the position is far apart from what I was doing in the past but I do not mind trying something new as long as I have a job in hand..at least a point where I can start building up my life again!
Thanks the LORD for His Blessing!
2. PAYING MORE ATTENTION ON MY PARTNER & RELATIONSHIP
- I had STOPPED going on blind dates after my BB expressed his inner feelings towards me on 26 March 2008..Indeed it was hard at first but I managed to get it thru'..I am no longer seeing any NEW men in Singapore..No more blind dates for me..Can be lonely sometimes but I am happy to be in loneliness rather than having my heart been fooled by JERKS or ASSHOLES or HOLY BASTARDS out there who are only looking for a JOLLY GOOD TIME not serious whatsoever..so, I am indeed in CONTROL of my own life in Singapore and I chose NOT TO MEET ANYBODY NEW!
3. THE USA TRIP IS KEEP IN VIEW @ KIV
- Due to the course I intend to take up in year 2009, the USA Trip is keep in view @ KIV for a time being..My BB oreadi agreed to it, all for my better future ahead! Thank you, my BB!
4. READING AT LEAST A BOOK FORTNIGHTLY
- Nowadays I am reading more about self-improvement kinda books to keep my life going in a positive way..
5. ATTITUDES AND CHARACTERS
- I had STOPPED being a WHINER..
Some people commented that I whined and complained too much while there are people out there who are leading far more difficult life than me..OK..FINE! I had stopped whining or complaining about my life to anybody..all I wrote down in my online blog..if not happy or not interested, don't read my blog..it's a choice anyway as I never force anybody to read all my blog entries..
Remember, this is my blog so I have the rights to write down whatsoever in my mind..everythings that linger around in my life that I wish to express in words..so, mind your own business if you aint happy with the way I am being EXPRESSIVE thru' my blog..
"TAKE A BOW..AND LEAVE ME ALONE IF I AM NOT WHO YOU ARE SEEKING AFTER.."
- I am focusing on my work more than complaining..
I no longer complaining or being plain choosy about anything concerning my job assignments at work. I am indeed trying my best to give the best in all that I was assigned to..I regards all as something new to learn in life..
To some people, I am juz being pathetically wanna be in my superior's GOOD book (which I am NOT..I never have such kinda thought or intention as I know I will gone in no time so, what's the point doing so..) when I am still not complaining about anything concerning my work..However to me personally, I am simply doing my job and what's the point of complaining when by complaining I can lose my job..my source of income..so, better KEEP my BIG mouth SHUT and simply focus on what I want to gain out of this current job..
If there's someone backing me up financially (like what my ex-Harlem used to do for me in my past life), I do not even wanna imagine myself waking up early in the morning and rush out for work..but as now I do not have such kinda thingy anymore (since my ex-Harlem was asked to leave by me in May 2007), everythings - every expenses I have to bear myself INDEPENDENTLY..so, a job is very IMPORTANT to me and MONEY is the only thing I am seeking out for these days..
I no longer care so much about FRIENDSHIPS coz I knew all my closest girlfriends able to manage their own private and personal life on their own INDEPENDENTLY..I no longer give a damn about OFFICE POLITICS (no matter how deep it's hurting me) as long as it's not influencing my job; to me, MONEY is what I want out of my work, not BEST FRIEND FOREVER at work..I think I have enough BEST FRIENDS FOREVER in life that can make my life fully occupied..I do not mind additions to my existing list but that's not my main aim at work..I just wanna the MONEY to continue living..Isn't that what GOD wants me to be - ALIVE still in this world!!
6. TO STAY SWEET, BEAUTIFUL & SEXY AS HOW I OREADI ARE
- No matter how some people are DISCRIMINATING me all bcoz of my FULL-FIGURED, my IMPERFECTIONS..I think I am still SWEET to them...unless they PROVOKED me for some stupid reasons or another..
- I am beautiful bcoz GOD given be such an IMPERFECT soul which I learnt to accept and live with..plus a PURE, SINCERE HEART with lotsa LOVE and HUMANITY towards mankind..So, I am more humans than some people out there which claimed to be having such a FLAWLESS, BEAUTIFUL face but sorry to say this - attached with such a BLACK, ROTTEN HEART..NOT BEAUTIFUL AT ALL to me personally!
I am MORE BEAUTIFUL nowadays bcoz someone is loving me and my FLAWS..I knew about it bcoz he said it so..He makes me MORE BEAUTIFUL than ever! Thanks to him! Cheeerz!
- Indeed I am keeping up with anything SEXY..who cares if some people are HATING me for that..Hey! Without sex appeal, no one gonna NOTICE my existence ever..so, I am indeed EXPRESSING myself thru' what I wear almost all the times outdoor..Being SEXY is juz me being myself..Jealous of me??? That's your problem, NOT mine!
Wanna make men turn their head and look at you always, my advice will always be - SMILE and SMILE..always..all the times - juz like me! A CONTENTED, HAPPY, CHEERFUL LADY who SMILES A LOT able to attract any men ALIVE..That's what I always been caught doing...ooooooooooooppppsssss! I do it AGAIN!
Juz be who I am ... not imitating anybody around..I don't intend to win any men's heart just being a HYPOCRITICALLY SAINT or RELIGIOUS person..I am who I am..Take me or leave me alone..
"GOOD GIRLS ARE JUST BAD GIRLS WHO NEVER GET CAUGHT..GOOD GIRLS GO TO HEAVEN BUT BAD GIRLS GO EVERYWHERE.."
ALHAMDULILLAH...
Bit by bit I am leading my life anew..
On my own..
With my own rules..
Doing the best I can think of for my future betterment..
The process continues until I reach the point where I wanna be..
in life..in the future ahead..
Insya ALLAH..Amiiiiiiiiin...
