FROM ISLAM TO AGNOSTIC
On 7th day of the month of Ramadhan in year 2020, I decided to leave Islam and be an Agnostic. . Yes! Until now I am yet to get this renouncement of religion be legalised by a commissioner of oath due to my busy schedule. . I have stopped performing all Islamic rituals/routines i.e. reciting the Holy Qur'an, prayers including night prayers, fasting etc. . Also, I have returned all my Islamic properties i.e. the praying mats, the praying attire aka telekung, the Holy Qur'an with its translated ones and all Islamic religious books to the shelves at the living room belonging to my mom. . My belief since last year besides still believing that God exists, I just need to be good/kind towards others, avoid hurting myself by trying to please others, be real and be myself. . Besides being unhappy as a Muslim since childhood, another major influence to my change of religious faith is my parents' attitudes and behaviours especially my father who is damn difficult...