NOT INTO OTHERS' WEALTH

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I just do not know why my mom cannot be happy when I jokingly said that I only want to be rich, NOT married..She continues criticising me by saying that I am like my paternal side who always going after others' wealth just to be rich..
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WHAT'S MY MOM'S PROBLEM?!
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As I sat at a corner of the living room, I sighed..Since young, Im always being criticised by my own mother..If others treated me bad and I told her, all she said,"You DESERVED to be treated that way..Just look at you with your dark skin and ugly face..How do you expect others to treat you..like princess?!"..Indeed I was sad, disappointed with her words but what can I do and say more as a kid, right?
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Today she did it again. Why she cannot be happy for me? Haiiiizzz..That's why I do not wish to stay here in this house any longer..I really curse the cause of this CoVid-19..if not because of this virus, I would have a new job by now..indeed less existing in the house..as more time I will spend outside the house..I don't mind being alone outside rather than having some people who are additional headache and heartache in my life..
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How I wish I could tell her off - If you cannot be happy of my achievements/success, JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!
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She thought Im aftering the sale of this current house to be rich..I sighed..As I embarked into my new life of being a NON-MUSLIM, Im aware of the consequences..that thru' FARAID (ISLAMIC SYARIAH LAW), any next-of-kins who have renounced Islam as religious faith SHALL NOT / WILL NOT inherit any wealthy of any form belonging to the deceased Muslim. So in another words, I will not inherit any of my Muslim parents' wealth if it is distributed based on FARAID!
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I don't care because all I need is peace of mind..I do not wish to be disturb by any of my Muslim relatives and siblings..All my parents' wealth, my siblings and relatives can conquered all..I just need privacy and peace..That's my only request and hope after my parents' death!
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So, which part of all these showing that I want to be rich by going after others' wealth?..Sad when my own mom accused me of that sort! Saaaad😔
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